Imperfect

Sorry uncle that I'm a imperfect girl
sorry for my imperfection
i got nothing good at all..
yet i am so weak
i am so troublesome..

today was a unforgettable day in my life
i found out that the hardest part to being a female
i found out that health problem is the weakest part of me rather than others

i am so weak
i am so ashamed
i am loosing

i don't know what i suppose to do
i cry inside darling arm
cause i couldn't accept the imperfect me
cause i couldn't accept the truth

i hate
i hate

maybe i am doing too many wrong and bad things
that why the god given me all this pains

i hate
i hate

what i should do now?

darling
you the only one i have and need now
i'll totally collapse if you are not with me right now...


i hate my life
i hate my body