I dont understand your love

Today should be a day that celebrate with her
but i did not and don't want to

I dont understand her anymore
she seems like far away from me
I feel annoying mention about her nowadays
even just a short post about her i have to think more den twice

I hate her
seriously
she change a lot when the day my dad pass away
i cant feel her love anymore

She keep on demand for many things

This time
When sis wanted to bring her for a dinner to celebrate the day
she refuse to go and say
"Instead of food i want a new hand phone"

OMG
This is the worst thing that i ever know

If she wanted something we are willing to give her
but its feel so bad when she asking for thing when people offer her other

She never know how poor is her child
She never know her child have own family and need to raise 3 children
She never know that her pregnant daughter cry in the phone just because she do not have money to buy her the new phone she want
She never know the relationship between her daughter getting worse day by day just because of her
She dunno many things
What she know is keep herself selfish

I hate you


I keep silent doesn't mean that i dunno