Aint about
Feel depressed this few weeks,
even I laugh & entertain others.
but deep inside my heart,
I am mentally and physically tired.
Need a recharging trip.
Like again.
Actually not desperate for a trip
just hope so much to get away from all this stressful & lifeless days here
I miss my hometown.
Need the hug from the boyfriend.
cry hard inside his arm.
nothing better than getting comfort from him
and so do my dearest friends
Feel touch when I know they miss me,
since most of them go back hometown to enjoy uni holiday
while I am the only stuck at Selangor
and having all those shitty days
I want close friend here.
but I do not want to open my heart to people here
I afraid that none of them here worth it YET.
people are selfish,huh.
Hang out recently,
but it does not bring back the old me.
Feels like hiding inside the room whole day,
talking to myself.
At least I feel secure.
than facing people that I need to please them.
Its so not me,rite?
Need an escape.
Barcelona!here I come! (dreaming*)
even I laugh & entertain others.
but deep inside my heart,
I am mentally and physically tired.
Need a recharging trip.
Like again.
Actually not desperate for a trip
just hope so much to get away from all this stressful & lifeless days here
I miss my hometown.
Need the hug from the boyfriend.
cry hard inside his arm.
nothing better than getting comfort from him
and so do my dearest friends
Feel touch when I know they miss me,
since most of them go back hometown to enjoy uni holiday
while I am the only stuck at Selangor
and having all those shitty days
I want close friend here.
but I do not want to open my heart to people here
I afraid that none of them here worth it YET.
people are selfish,huh.
Hang out recently,
but it does not bring back the old me.
Feels like hiding inside the room whole day,
talking to myself.
At least I feel secure.
than facing people that I need to please them.
Its so not me,rite?
Need an escape.
Barcelona!here I come! (dreaming*)
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